Over the past maybe 2-3 months, Friday nights have become the loneliest times of my life. I sit on the couch watching Say Yes to the Dress and Fours Weddings while shedding a few happy & sympathy tears.
Tonight was probably the worst.
Alone with my thoughts
Wishing I had someone here
To give me a hug
To give reassurance
Hiding behind a smile
Numb to love all while
Wanting to be loved
Just having a moment
Emotionally drained
Wishing
Dreaming
Praying
Knowing it will get better
Please don't worry about me. No sympathy needed. I will be fine. I just have to be real with myself right now. Everybody goes through moments like these and mine just happens to be now.
Live.Love.Laugh.Sing.Dance.
